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there are times when I miss it
there are times when I don’t
neither out or in it
am I only a ghost
as I watch you laughing
as I feel you cry
am I part of your vision
right in front of your eyes

but I have to remember
how it felt on the stage
how it felt to be noticed
how I shied away
do I need that attention
do I need you to play
I just need a connection
if I’m gonna stay

maybe I never had it
maybe it wasn’t real
for the ghost in the shadows
maybe one day I will
now I gotta keep going
even though I can’t win
maybe make a connection
maybe keep a good friend

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released February 21, 2019
written and recorded by Tyler White

photo by Leena Thomas

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Monte Carload Chicago, Illinois

I’m from Grand Prairie TX and moved to Chicago in 2014. In my spare time I like to record solo stuff as Monte Carload. Songs about life, love, and werewolves. Prior to Monte Carload I was in the band Man Factory, best known for our Street Fight! albums, a rock opera based on the characters from Street Fighter II. ... more

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